23.12.2015 - How movies are telling us the secret of our life

Many times when I see a movie I have a feeling that this specific story has much more to say than just what it seams to be.

Lately I got connected with truth-seekers that are trying to explain according to their best knowledge and inner intuition what is really going on in our world.

I started to think how can we put these pictures together and understand what is real and what is the part of the illusion that seams to be real.

I feel that the illusion itself has many layers. We are talking about an elite that governing our world behind the scenes  and it's most important job is to keep us in this illusion. If their power is so great, than how come there is an alternative media that tells us the truth? It just doesn't fit the picture. They have all the means necessary to take off any information that is hurting their secrecy without a blink of an eye. 

This can result in two conclusions: 

1.) They are not powerful, they just make us believe that they can see and control everything. In this case - we are the biggest loosers that letting this to happen and why aren't we break free?

2.) The alternative media is just another layer of the lie, it's a mean to an end. They keep us busy and occupied like a magician. We look at their left hand while they move things with their right one. 

If this is the case than for sure there is a place where the truth hides.

We know that the elite is using the media to send messages to each-other and to the world. So they can say - we told you so, why didn't you listen? 

If the alternative media is the a tool to transfer information, how come they let us get to their secrets? Is it logical to be secretive and still let people to tell the truth?

Why do they let some of the whistleblowers live and others not?

The other thing - if they use music videos to transfer information - why do they need public attention? It's not difficult to send messages secretly between groups, so why do they use this form of communication?

If music videos are part of their arsenal than movies are, too. It seams a logical choice, doesn't it?

I have few movies jumped into my mind lately that  I feel can give us a form of understanding how this illusion world of ours is working. 

I would recommend to see the following movies and think about them:

1.) The Truman show

2.) Tron 2

3.) The island -  Scarlett Johansson

4.) Self/less

5.) The Matrix

I will be happy to get your opinion on this. I believe we know the truth, just it's hidden within us and we don't know how to get to it. The ones that do know it not coming forward publicly.

Keep the puzzle connecting!

Thank you

What is the difference between real and illusion? 18/12/2015

How can one know the difference between reality and illusion?

What is reality? Is it a picture we see with our eyes? But we know now that our brain tricks us each and every time. It's completing the image we translate in our brain and doesn't show really as is. 

How do we know? Have you ever watched or played with the hidden pictures? It looks like a geometrical image but when you loose your focus and just stair on it for a few seconds, suddenly an object appears within the picture.

Or another example is when you read a text and some letters are exchanged with different symbols, but you still can read it without a problem. 

Some say it's not the same.

I think it's the programming. Our brain is programmed to fill in the blank spots. Why? 

Well, for few reasons. 

One -not to stress out each time the picture is not complete. A lot of people have a memory that is photographing the situation than during the processing, it translate it to the brain, to our mind in order to understand.

Second - it has to do with the difference between looking at something and seeing it. What do I mean. When you look at something, the brain stores the image in the subconscious, but when you seeing something you actually trying to analyze the image and understand it.

A lot of people are going around without really seeing the picture, up till a point, when something in your brain hits the red alert, you stop and you realize, something is wrong with the picture.

What is awareness means - I am aware of my surrounding and putting my full attention to understand reality. When we start to go down on this road, first we think we have discovered the secret of life. What really happens is, we take down one layer of the illusion and we think we see the truth. 

But the TRUTH is - there is always  another layer of the reality. A deeper one, a more sophisticated, a higher level one. 

How can we get to the end of it?

The rabbit hole gets deeper and deeper. The end point probably is GOD. The Oneness, the Unity. I am not talking about religion. It's also just a side of the illusion.

How to get to the bottom line? I think by going deep in. Inside of the self by finding the true essence.

GOD is within you! Love yourself!

Thank you for reading.

Keep the puzzle connecting!

18.11.2015 - Where the illusion starts and ends?

For a while I got to the realization that the spiritual world has two sides , just like all other thing in the universe.

If there is a good side, there should be a bad, too, else we wouldn't know what good is.

Also if there is a bad side, what is the purpose of it? Why am I asking, because no thing can exist without purpose in the physical world.

So if there is a purpose for it, what is it? Why do we need it?

I think that bad is as good as the good, and the good is as bad as the bad. Why, because only in balance and comparison can we comprehend with measurements.

Simpler:   we don't understand bad until we understand good and the difference between the two AND the Connection between them.

If good is what we aim for ( I hope we all are), we can get there by going through the bad.
It helps us to understand.

BUT, eventually, all is just an illusion. Because there is no such a thing as bad or good, it's just a mater of viewing point. What seams to be bad for me, can be good for another.

This illusion exist only in the physical form. There is no meaning for it in the spiritual existence.

That is the reason why spirit moves into a physical body, to gain this experience. To go through development. Only where matter exist can be experienced all this.  

16.11.2015 - What is the truth?

The truth is that everything is our responsibility!

Every outcome of our life is solely our responsibility.

We can't blame others for what is happening to us. Also this word happening TO us... what does it mean "to us" ? We are not in control? Someone else decides "for us" instead of us? 

What is control? Is it power over something or someone? Do we need power? Is this what we are? Power hungry creatures that can't keep themselves under leash? 

This is a intoxicating reality. We crave for more, like a drug. It's very difficult to get rid of it , to get it out of our system.

Once we realize this, we can start the process of evolving by ourselves.  No-one can really tell us how, just to help us to give an idea, what was working for them might actually work for us. 

Why did we come to this world? What is our purpose? Why did we force our higher shiny, endless light into a light-less, material body? 

I think I did come to this place to prove something. To prove that light can overcome material domination. As much as it hurts to be in a physical form, it's so empowering to get to realizations.

Harmony is the key. Harmony is the answer. Harmony between body - mind -soul.

All the information we surround ourselves with is what we invite into our lives. This is causing us to realize our true self. The deeper we sleep the wake-up call sounds louder! Sometimes we get to a point that reality shocks us. Why? Because we don't do anything about it. 

It doesn't really matter the form of the wake-up call! The ones that are connected to their higher selves, it comes in a different form of realization from the ones that solely lives in the material world. The materialist ones might get it in the form of a sickness! The more ignorant they are the bigger the pain and the suffering. Up till the point that they can't deal with it, and in a lot of cases instead of waking up they just giving it up, and decide to die. This is the easier way, to give up, go back to the source and report. We tried! We failed! And that's it!

Why do we get a second, third, fourth ..... etc chance? To prove to ourselves, to our higher selves that change is possible. It's not easy, but everything worth fighting for have a price to be paid. 

Don't just give up! It won't let you learn and advance!

Become the ONE you are meant to become!

Observing the World around me - Day 30

As I was thinking of the world and all that happens in it, I just realized that all is about CONTROL.

We tend to aim for control in all aspects of our life. Our family, money, assets,  nature, relationship with others, ourselves.

Why is that? Why do we have to control? 

There are two opposition to this - fear and power. POWER of control over others. FEAR of being controlled by others. 

We have many different tools to gain and maintain control. Emotion is on one end and physical force on the other end. In between there are reason, persuasion, blackmailing and so on.

Most of us are using a variety of these on a daily bases. 

I believe we are mostly not aware of that. 

Our biggest fear is to be controlled without any level of influence. 

On the other hand we fear also out of control situations, people or when we feel that we loose control over ourselves, it's like we are loosing the ground below our own feet.

My biggest realization so far is the issue of control. Our world is acting out of fear and power. 

What can someone do to be free completely? To let go of fear and power. 

How?

By facing all our fears and release the urge for control. To be one with ourselves. To get rid of the dualism of body and sole as a separate entity.  To get rid of the image that all decision is made by logic or emotion. To end the separation and trust ourselves enough to rely on both not either one or the other. 

16.09.2015 - I Am Worthy Of God’s Love - Day 24

Worthy of God's love 

Love is an endless feeling. There is no limitation of how much love exist in the Universe. We are light beings. Made out of energy. Love is a form of energy as well. As there is endless energy in the Universe, also love is endless.

The question what direction do we give to our thoughts and feelings. If we resonate on a high frequency, there is less and less place for low frequency energy, for negativity.

It's only up to us. 

There is no one living creature that doesn't deserve love or doesn't want to be loved.

The more love we give the more we get back. 

As the energy flows through us, we change it to anything we decide to turn it into.

Where do we get with negativity? Only to more negativity and low level energy.

It's a spiral that exponentially grows ether way up or down. It's not stagnating in the same place.

So the question if we decide to go up or down?

There is no meaning of the word worthiness. What does it mean? Someone decides who can and who can't be loved? Really? Are we loved for the actions we do in life or are we loved for who we are? 

Is there anyone that never did anything wrong? No. 

If I did something wrong do I got to be loved? Of course! Why? Because we learn from our mistakes. If we don't make mistakes, we will not be able to advance ourselves. 

If we don't know what is wrong, how do we know what is right?

So the question - am I worthy of LOVE? It's a definite YES. That's why we were created in the first place. To be loved from the first moment we've opened our eyes. 

So some has the opportunity to be loved from the first second of his/her life, some need to learn how to be loved. 

We all have a different lesson to learn in life. The choice is ours how we do that. If we give love - we will feel loved. 

15.09.2015 - I Am Loved, Surrounded And Supported By The Teachers Of God - Day 23

What's happening when you don't feel the connection with the teachers?

Today morning I was waiting for my guide to tell or show me something.

I could hear his voice but I wasn't sure that I didn't make it up.

So I've asked the guide to show me something that I will know he is real and he is really communicating with me 

He said, he didn't want to freak me out, because it ha happened before that he made connection with me. I was feeling his presence very clearly but I got so frightened that I have shut myself down. It took me a very long time to get over it.

Now I feel I am ready to make the connection out in the open.

The question if it can affect me negatively? Well, it might. I don't know , unless I try.

So for now, I am waiting to see.

If there will be any sign, I will update the log.

14.09.2015 - I Am Surrounded By The Teachers Of God - Day 22

Today's task is to find our teachers.

Each one of us is guided and protected by teachers that are next to us every time, all the time.

The question is how to be in contact with them? How can we find them? Talk to them?

Today in the first, morning silent sitting I was concentrated solely on finding and connecting with my guides.

I was waiting only for a little while. I could hear the sound of the voice of my guide. I asked him, how come I didn't hear him before, why I had the feeling that I am alone. He said, because consciously I have decided not to listen, not just of him but as a general idea. 

I don't like when someone is trying to tell me what to do. It doesn't mean I don't like other people opinion, the opposite. I love to hear what others have to say but to decide for myself. 

The reason I am not listening is, because most of the time, most of us, including myself, are giving instructions to each-other without realizing how disturbing it is.

So I guess at one point in my life I just shut my ears and I am not willing to listen unless I specifically ask someone's opinion.

The price I am paying is that I don't hear good. It's very interesting, there was a time in my life when I needed to lips read people, or I wouldn't hear what they say. 

It's like a defense mechanism that we are not aware of. At least I  wasn't.

I have missed out on so many things because of that. Just being aware of it helps me change my surrounding for the better.

Thank you! Great lesson has been learned today!

Today's music: Omlife - the spark by Mindvalley.com

13.09.2015 - Review - Day 21

Today is a review day of the last week learning. I have searched for the truth and have looked at objects to see more of reality than there is to see for the eye.

Today's morning meditation I have decided to go for the truth. To let the mind take me where it's want to take me.

I have been on a mountain age. On the tip of it there was a round building, open like a balcony. It reminded me little like the style of the elf buildings from the movie "The Lord of The Rings". In the middle of this round balcony there was a big round bowl made of light grey granite. 

I took a glass and filled it with the liquid that was inside the bowl. It was clear like water, but wasn't a regular water.

Than I started to walk along the cliff of the mountain. I was walking between the trees towards another balcony just like the one I have come beforehand.

Someone was waiting for me to show me something. It was a young worrier. He told me come and take a look, I want to show you your real purpose in life. 

I came closer to him. He told me to look at the horizon alongside the mountain and to see a bridge on the distance that has been surrounded  with clouds. 

He told me: "Your task is to take the souls from one side of the bridge to the other one. To walk right next to them. To show them the way and hold their hands. 

The left side of the mountain was the symbol of material 3D life and the right side is the after life, realm of the spirit.

I saw myself walking the bridge with others next to me, holding their hands all the way and negotiation for them on the other side. 

What and why exactly? I don't know. Yet.

12/09/2015 - I Will Not Let Doubt And Confusion Slow My Progress - Day 20

Today's practice is the same as the last one.

Twice today for fifteen minutes to glaze upon an object that doesn't have any particular meaning to me and to see what happens.

Today it was different than yesterday. 

I have seen the room becoming indifferent. 

The colors became less strong and I started to see yellowish-whitish lines around the objects. 

It's like an energy field that brakes the continuity by placing on the spot an object that has different energy radiation.

It's very interesting to see this. Although it's a little bit difficult not to blink and with each blinking the eye jumps back to it's default view.

Interesting to see how the brain puts the picture together in the back of the eye. Reality is not what we really see, it's what our brain tells us to see.

It's amazing me sometimes to go over a text that the letters in the words have been changed to something else and still be able to understand fully what is written. Maybe you have see this posts on Facebook or somewhere else. 

So how do we do that? I think it's an automatic correcting mechanism of the brain in order not to pick up every small thing that is not as usual. Simply to make our life more easier.

So if the brain corrects the reality, it basically feeds us with the preferred version of reality. This also means that sometimes we look at the truth just we can't see it. It's right in front of us.

music for today: http://play.omvana.com/sounds-of-nature/forest

11.09.2015 - Today I Wish To See - Day 19

Today in your two practice sessions, practice looking upon one simple mundane object. Do not take

your eyes off of that object, but look and practice looking very conscientiously. You are not trying to

see anything. You are simply looking with an open mind. When the mind is open, it experiences its

own depth, and it experiences the depth of what it is perceiving.

Choose one simple object that has very little meaning for you and gaze upon it twice today for at least

15 minutes. Allow your mind to become very still. Breathe deeply and regularly as you gaze upon this object. Allow your mind to settle down into itself.

When I start to look at an object for a long time, it seams to me that it is existing in two different place as my perspective from the eyes show me.

But went I point on a specific place on the object with two finger - what the left eye sees I point on this place with the left finger and what the right eye sees I point on this point with the right fingers, it again seams like two different point in two different places. 

But as I rearrange my vision to see with both eyes the same object, suddenly I realize I am pointing on the exact same place with both fingers.

So how this can be?

10.09.2015 - Today I Feel The Truth Arising Within Myself - Day 18

What is my true goal in life?

How do I know that what I see or get from my inner self is a true message , clear and deep from the higher existence?

How do I know that is not an implanted picture or feeling I have or something that I hope for?

Can I be persuaded by false hopes or directions?

I think yes. 

But what I think might help is to listen to the heart and check if it feels right without any overreaction.

True message should not over stimulate your excitement, it just should feel exactly fitting with all the circumstances. Like my true purpose in life. 

Like I said earlier in another note, it not need to give us the should, have to, must instruction. This can't come from the light within us.

True light never tells us exactly what to do. It guides us to understand things for our-self. It never makes choices instead of us. 

So in case all the above fit right into the picture, than there is a good chance you got to the true goal of your life.

Than what left is to execute what need to be done!

Good luck! Stay connected!

09.09.2015 - Today I Feel The Truth Arising Within Myself - Day 18

In stillness the truth  shows itself to me. What is stillness?

It's a state of mind when your thoughts are quiet you don't have any projection of action, simply just see the way you are.

You are the light made of  concentrated quantum energy. You are here to shine and lighten up others. You are here to show them how to find their ways to light and live the light.

Our light is concentrated in higher dimensions. It can't be accessed in the third dimension because it is not in the third dimension. What I mean basically - it exist in the third of course, like it is in  the second but can't be accessed, can't tap into it in the third dimension at first. 

Concentrated higher energy attracts higher energy in all the area of life in all the dimensions. 

Everyone has a light inside of her/him. The light is waiting to come out and show itself. The more you shine the more aligned you are with the universe and the cosmic energy.  

WE are made of pure energy. Everything that comes to us, we invited it to us previously. The universe mirrors our thoughts and feelings back to us.

What I feel and think is what I will become. If I want something I just need to find the way to connect to the universal energy flow and flow with it.

If everything is made out of energy, just like me, my body, my thoughts, my feelings than in order to get what I want, I need to focus the energy flow to that specific direction.

How to do that? I will tell you later on!

Shine bright like you have never shined before!

07.09.2015 - Beyond My Mind Is Knowledge - Day 16

08.09.2015 -Today I Want To Hear The Truth - Day 17

How do you know what you hear is the truth? How can you clear your mind from all the interference so you really can hear the guidance?

I started to meditate about a year ago quite regularly, almost every day. At first it was only feelings, colors. Eventually it became stories. It was the most exciting moments of each morning. After waking up, I would do some exercise and following the physical activity, I would sit for a 20 minutes meditation.

In the beginning I used listen to guided meditation where the vocal guidance would help how to relax and go to a deeper level of connection.

After a while the guided meditation started to interrupt the flow of my thoughts. So I have decided to go on with only ambient sound music and let my mind take me where-ever it should go.

Real fast I understood the difference between imagination and intuition. I felt when I wished for something or I just simply got an information I didn't really asked for.

So how can you develop your intuition or your gut's feeling to get the real answers for yourself? Only by clearing the heart, getting rid of old memories, surfacing it up to the open and starting to deal with them.

It's sounds easy, but it isn't. Sometimes fear or pain can hide the truth behind something else even to a level that we believe we know the right answer, only to realize you have just told yourself a very believable story. 

When you ask the right questions and you don't except the obvious answers you can actually get to the truth. Sometimes it takes to be open to receive outside help of a professional and I am not talking about a psychologist here. A well experienced teacher or mentor can give a perfect solution. 

When you manage to clear your head and hart from all unnecessary noises, you will get to the essence of yourself and hear your inner voice clearly.

Meditation keeps you relaxed, focused and connected. Once you start a regular practice of meditation, you won't give up anymore.

Keep going and never turn back! 

Free tracks at: http://www.omvana.com/

Enjoy!

06.09.2015 - I Shall Listen To My Experience Today - Day 15

What are my experiences I have in life that I can truly relate to and say these are real and not something I've just made up in my head.

How do I know that during meditation the pictures, messages or feeling I have is not the projection of my imagination but it is a message.

I think when I don't know what's going to happen and I don't wish for a specific outcome, than I am not in control of the thoughts. I need to know how to let it go. What I do usually is - when I feel that I am projection my thought's into the story, I just stop for a split of a second and telling myself, thank you for this thought, but this is not real message.

By stopping and clearing the mind allows me to get back on track and see the real truth.

The only experiences I know of as true self discovering are when
something comes from the guts. This called intuition. I feel that I know of something I didn't even think about before, but real messages don't make me excited. It doesn't concern my EGO. It doesn't elevate the level of excitement like a small child that is getting a new toy. I just simply except what I've received and it feels naturally true without any emotion being involved.

For example, I am thinking about a person and I simply know what's going on. How she feels, what she needs, how is her general health, is she happy, if she needs me, everything.

Try it out, it's amazing where this can take you. Much beyond your imagination, and that's how you know this is true.

My music for today:

05.09.2015 - Review- Day 14

Today's picture

Today's music

04.09.2015 - I Want To Be Separate To Be Unique - Day 13

What does it mean that I want to separate to be unique? For me it means that all our life we try to be different from each-other. We constantly trying to be better in something than others just to have a feeling of winning.

The real deep purpose of life does not require us to be better than others. I think it's more important to live in harmony. My responsibility in this life is to shine my inner light as strong as possible to win light over darkness. But this is not a competition. It's more feels like getting from adolescence state to an adult phase. 

When I learn to live with others in harmony, when I understand myself, I will be able to understand others as well. I reflect my thoughts on others all the time, just as I see the world through my eyes. I create my reality, I decide what I have or don't in this life. BUT if I dig deeper, that's also not entirely true. It's just like a curtain. Through it I filter reality and translate it to my mind and what I am capable to understand.

The real world out there is much much bigger than what we can imagine. We are tiny peaces in the big puzzle. As a picture of this puzzle builds out of each and every one of it's small components, this is how I am important as a little piece in this huge Universe. 

It's impossible to finish all the puzzle until everything is at it's place. But each piece is different from another one, else it would have few possible ways to build the same one picture.

So what it really means to be unique? It means for me to be  part of the bigger picture, but still hold my special ingredients that makes me the piece to fit into the exact perfect place. 

03.09.2015 - My Individuality Is To Express Life Itself - day 12

Vision of a new year mediation.

Closer of the previous year and message from myself in the future.

Need to concentrate on all six senses all the time in order for the picture to give me a feeling of fullness and wholeness.

02.09.2015 - I Am Not Apart From Life - day 11

01.09.2015 - What Is Knowledge? - day 10

What Is Knowledge?

Knowledge is giving us the ability to get answers for our questions by connecting with our inner selves. It's not something that is based on information we learn at school and memorize it. 

It's an ability. To know for certain who we are, what we need and how to get it. To read situations as they really are and not as they may seem. 

Knowledge gives us power, inner strength and balance. It's a perfect harmony of body, mind and soul.

It's cannot be learned, it's need to be experienced. 

So how we can reach true knowledge? By looking at ourselves with a healthy EGO, simply, purely and easily. By asking questions and not stopping until there are no more questions to be asked. And when we feel that we got to the button line, to ask one more time the same question and examine if there are more answers to that question. "What else?"

We, humans, are intend to see everything from one perspective, which is our own. Even if we look at a situation from different angles, we will always miss the consequences of the bigger picture. We examine everything from our own level, because that's the highest level we can see, but truly know is to connect with the source and ask the right questions from the point of humanity.

We can only become bigger then ourselves is we are looking upwards and not strait ahead, if we expand our horizon and not closing it.

This is not an easy thing to do, only a very few capable of it. Myself is also not there yet, but I am getting there.

31/08/2015 - In Stillness All Things Can Be Known - day 9

When I meditate without a specific purpose, like not for healing or to get answers for a question, my mind is taking me places and showing me objects, persons, conversations that I haven't been before and a lot of time I didn't know that I have any knowledge of it.

This is what has happened to me today. I am not a person that is channeling messages from angels or higher realms for other purpose than mine. Up till know all my revelations were connect to me at some point. Also the ones that I got regarding places I haven't been or countries I know, they have a connection to me and it's like pieces of a bigger picture that needed to be connected when I will have enough parts to put it together.

It's not that I can't feel things about other people's health for example, but I don't get the information upfront to transfer it to them. I can be inside another person perspective but only to see myself through their eyes, to know their thoughts and feelings. Maybe I can do it the other way around, too, probably I do, just I didn't try it before. I've never been asked by someone else to do it.

Today's mind-trip took me to outer space. I have met a race of advanced spiritual entities that took me to a meeting where conversations were about specific humans being monitored over the time of their life through biological tracing devices.

I have got some info regarding my childhood that need to be checked out with my mother.

SO over all what is to say here, just meditate, because these are the best moments with yourself and are great adventures for your mind.  

30/08/2015 - Today I Will Be Still - day 8

Today I Will Be Still.

What meditation can do to the body and the soul? There are so many people talking about all the advantages of meditating.

Meditation takes me to places I have never been before. I can meet people, places, worlds, knowledge I never knew before.

Meditation relaxes me, my body, all the organs in my body and it gives me a peace of mind.

First time I have ever been to a meditation, didn't know what to expect. How will I feel, what will I see, hear? 

It was a very surprising experience. I didn't really know what I got, it took me some time and interpretation to understand.

What I know for now, I always get what I need for that moment. If it's information, or see something for myself. 

Meditation is very uplifting. I have made it a regular practice in my life. Every day for few minutes or more, it depends how much time do I have. Sometimes I use background music to help to concentrate.  I recommend http://play.omvana.com/ - they have many free sounds ambient and vocal as well. Omvana has a full course for beginners to guide people that they don't really know what to do as well as advanced meditations.

My life got way much better since I started to make meditation a regular practice. I am calm, happy, have patience with my kids. I understand myself much better that before.

You can never know what it can give you until you don't see for yourself!

Enjoy!

29.08.2015 - Review of the first week - day 7

I Am Without Knowledge Now.

This is to know - as I am starting on a new journey, I still don't know anything. Knowledge is not with me. I am waiting to explore everything on the way. 

Knowledge Is With Me. Where Am I?

Where am I on the field of awakening? Am I awake, half-awake or still sleeping? How do I know? If knowledge is with me, how do I access it? I think when I realize that there is more to this world than what the eye can see and the ear can hear than I am already awaken.

What Do I Really Know?

My conclusion is that only through experience I can get to real knowledge, otherwise everything is based on assumptions.

I Want What I Think I Know.

My whole life I thought knowledge is what is in the books. Something mainly  for the most of us. We learn from other people, what they say they know or what they say that they have an experience with. But if I want to be honest with myself, theoretical knowledge is not certain. It's based upon others. Real knowledge has to come from me, from the self.

I Believe What I Want To Believe.

Believes based on ambition. I put a goal in front of me eye and everything that fits and serve this goal on the way to reaching it, I believe in it. What doe not serve the purpose, I just simply ignore or I don't believe in it. So how can I examine my believes without any ambition?

I Have A True Foundation In The World.

My true foundation is to know where I am coming from and will return after my time is up in this human experience. I know I came her to learn and to advance. Everything serves this purpose.  

28.08.2015 - I Have A True Foundation In The World - day 6

I Have A True Foundation In The World.

I came from a place of eternity. Without matter, only spirit. I have the knowledge inside me. I know everything I want to know, just need to tap into the source.

The source is within us. I can ask anything and patiently wait for the answer. I've always got the right answers for the time being, what match my circumstances.

My foundation is the oneness. To be able to connect with anyone and everything. 

I have lived previous lives. It was my choice to be reborn to take me on an adventure. To learn, to experience for myself. To see the world how it is from an eye of a terrestrial being.

My soul has chosen to be on Earth to feel and learn the human experience. 

I have all the memories of previous journeys. I have all the experience of the other lives. 

My foundation is Knowledge. I aim to get back to the foundation. 

I have chosen this body to learn from this body's perspective. 

Life is like a school. I came to learn and through the experience get to the real spirit of self. My connection to the spirit makes me more and more mature. 

Human life serves the body mainly without the soul or not regarding it enough. To step up to the next level the connection to spirit need to be stronger. 

Everything I need I have, just need to ask the right questions to get the answers. I always know what right for me but a lot of times I choose to ignore it. 

When I am not true to myself I hurt me and the one around me. When I am truly connected to my spirit I need no approval of anyone for anything buy me. 

If I let the spirit fully take over the body, I will cease to exist. I need to find the balance between body - mind - soul. The right balance is the true fulfillment of the self. This brings happiness and harmony to life. Than the soul can return to the source as a fulfilled, experience student that comes back from a field study.

27.08.2015 - I Believe What I Want To Believe - day 5

I Believe What I Want To Believe. This statement sounds quite true, because what I don't want to believe is very difficult even to except. 

So what do I believe? I believe in values that are important in my eyes, not just for me but for everyone from my point of view. 

Values like love or peace is something we wish for, we want for ourselves even if we have it already. My life is built around these values. These are what I am living for.

But it's true for the whole world. We live for values we except as important. We fight upon them and we are willing to die and kill for them. 

The problem is, how do we know what are the ultimate values? What is more important than others? 

We see everything only through our own eyes. But only. So what's good, meaningful for me might be unimportant and regardless to someone else. That's why we fight. We try to convince each other that what we believe in is the ultimate truth.

Does it happened to you that throughout your life you have changed the way you think and you start to believe in something else, something different, maybe even something new?

And what happens with all the so called "old" values we were ready to burn the house down? The people we have hurt on the way?

So what I believe is dynamic, always changing. Even if I just expand the circle of what I believe in, it's already changes the whole group of our judgment about what is important in life.

26.8.2015 - I Want What I Think I Know - day 4

Most of my knowledge is assumption about things I believe they are true. But are they really true?

For example do I know who I am? In order to answer this I need to examine myself and to know everything about me. My body, mind mind and my soul. So what do I know? 

I think I know what someone , somewhere told me to know. It's reflection of others about me how I know myself. Only from interactions I know myself. 

Up till the point that we don't go deep under and examine ourselves we can't really know who we really are. 

What are we? Body? Matter? What is my hand? Energy? But how do I know it? I don't see it. So how can I experience it? How can I know who am I? 

Through what experience do I get the answer? Where reality starts and where am I telling a story that I have heard before? 

What I believe is my thoughts or someone else's? How do I get to the origin of thoughts? How do I get to real knowledge? Only through experience. 

So where do I start? Maybe by asking all these questions and waiting for the answers to come from deep inside...

25.8.2015 - What do I really know? - day 3

Question:

Today ask yourself what you really know and distinguish what you know from what you think or hope for or want for yourself or your world, what you are afraid of, what you believe in, what you cherish and what you value. 

Distinguish this question from all such orientations to the very best of your ability and ask yourself, “What do I really know?” 

You must continuously examine whatever answers you give to this question to see if they represent your beliefs or assumptions or the beliefs or assumptions of other people or perhaps even of humanity at large.

I think what I know is surely what I have experienced by myself. Every other so called knowledge is only theoretical information that passes from one to another. Theory can't give true knowledge. Everyone has his/her own point of view, so what looks to me a certain way may look to someone else differently. 

Also as time passes we experience each and every occasion differently. Which means in every situation we learn something new.

So what do I really know? Not enough. Probably nothing compare what I could know. And I don't know still what I know or don't know. I can just keep going and see for myself.

My responsibility is to learn as much as I can, to be better and be able to help others, too.

What do you really know???

24.8.2015 - Where am I? - Day 2

Where am I is the question for today.

It is not by geographic place or time vise, but according to our awareness.  

Where am I feels like a deep ocean. I swim on the surface , it's clear and all over me. 

I see that is deep,but not sure how deep. The deeper I get, the deeper it becomes. 

The light is seen only close to the surface. Sometimes it's frightening how deep can it be. 

Is it possible to get too deep? 

Where am I?

I am sitting in my home, not aware what is happening beyond the walls so much. Locked up within my reality.

But what is reality? What is it for me? For you? Is it true what you think it's true? How do you know? Who can tell?

True is what is true for me, what I am able and capable to comprehend with right here, right now.

What I know today is much more than I did yesterday and probably less than I will know tomorrow. But this is not a knowledge of facts and numbers. It's much more than that. It's can't be measured.

23.8.2015 What Knowledge is? - Day 1

First 10 minutes - meditation with Omvana 10 minutes Journey ambient sound music.

Knowledge is not a material thing. It's not something we can read or collect. It's not existing outside of us, but it's within ourselves. Knowledge is to know, but not in the quantity but the quality way.

It's to feel what's right , better yet, to sense it. Knowledge is to be part of the whole, to connect with the ONENESS. It's like a plugin, once you know how to connect, you just plugin and download whatever you need. 

Knowledge is within our essence, not outside like a separated entity. Bigger the knowledge when deeper the connection. 

Sensation through knowledge gives confidence and direction, power and endurance. Knowledge is in every aspect of life. physical, mental and emotional. 

Second 10 minutes - meditation with Omvana NeuroSonic ambient sound music.

Knowledge is like a tunnel that we travel through it with a train. We see only the walls craved for the train. 

The line of  sight is limited to the distance of the train's light. The tunnel is endless and as we move forward, we discover more and more pathways that brings us forward on our journey, but there is never an end destination. 

The essence is in the motion and in the continuity. We can't be fully aware of the borders if there are even any of them...


Third 10 minutes - meditation with Omvana Chakra Star ambient sound music.

Knowledge is like being connected to the center of Earth through all our chakras on a string from the middle of the Earth up till the Oneness or Creator.

Each time something is resonating with us, it is transferred through this strain to us.  Knowledge is to understand the frequency and to translate it to our senses.

The more connected we are, the more we resonate with ourselves and with our environment (other people and the surrounding). The deeper our knowledge the more aware we are to this frequencies.
The more aware we are, the more we can understand not by mental recognition but by sensation.

This is our true knowledge, this is the skills we can learn through knowledge.

Silent Sitting 26/07/2015 - Mother Earth & Our Protection Field

Today morning the trip took me to Mother Earth. Feeling and bathing in her energy field. It was so great and calming.

In the evolution of the planet there was only good and pure energy surrounding this place. Harmony and happiness.

The first time pure evil come to a visit, Mother Earth wasn't protected. Evil did it's way to the surface from out of space, finding a living host to live within.

After this first incident the Ozone cover around Earth has been created to protect and the seal us from the outside effects. Like a protecting field around ourselves we use when we meditate or connect to an outer body experience. (If you don't, you should!)

The first time this protecting bobble has been cracked is the time we left our back door unattended. Mother Earth can't repair the Ozone Hole we have created in our atmosphere, because she is too busy surviving. Once we've left the gates open, there is nothing to stop evil spirit to come down to us.

Mother Earth won't be able to protect us anymore if we don't help her or we even working against her...

********* End of message******

How to create a protection for yourself:

Sit comfortably on a chair. Put your feet on the ground. Close your eyes. Imagine to connect yourself with the ground by a golden rope. You can draw energy through to rope to yourself by breathing in the energy and releasing the tired energy out.

By sucking the energy into your body, feel it elevating from your legs up into your whole body, filling you everywhere.

Imagine a sparkling light inside your heart. Feel it's love and tinkling energy.
With each breath extend this small, bright light. More and more.
Feel all your body full of this white infinite light.
Feel the light expanding the border of your physical body by about one meter around you shaping a globe.
Feel the color and the component of this globe.
Feel that it is firm and without cracks or open spaces.
Clean and wash it if you need, fill up the cracks as often as you need.

Now see yourself in the middle of this bubble. Protected. Only unconditional love can path through it's surface. Everything else is simply bouncing off of it.

This is your protecting field. Use it as often as you need and maintain it frequently by passing along the surface and checking for open cracks or scratches.

Silent Sitting 25/7/2015 - Elements on Earth and Beyond

After connection I have been taken deep into the Earth's core. I touched and felt the grey, solid, small and concentrated, hard core. After touching and feeling it I have started to raise to the direction of the surface.

Layer after layer I have been connected with the four basic elements.

First fire from the magma river of the deep belly of our Earth. I have been bathed in it. I have filled up my energy field with it.

Than the ground sphere, feeling the brown matter full with all the minerals and crystals within our planet's rich ground. After filling up with all the elements I have raised another level, to the power and gift of the wind. Felt the lightness, the gift of creativity.

The last but not least was the element of water below the ground of the surface. I was feeling and banding the elements around me, controlling it's matter and gaining every given gift of it.

After surfacing the ground I have elevated up till the sun. I have bathed in it's fire, got deep into it's core which was similar to Earth's core. I felt the power of attraction of all surrounding, flaming cloud around the hard, grey, magnetic core.

Than leaving the Solar system, I have been taken to a planet where a special matter was mined by a machine like race for their use. I got the feeling that this matter is a colorless, jelly type of material which has special abilities. It can strengthen the basic ability of the host.  

I got a warning not to be in direct touch with it and not to bring it back to Earth. The machine type of race is searching throughout the galaxy for this material and any amount that is available in any planet they are going to posses it. This race is a heartless, dangerous one, not to deal with.

I have captured a fare amount of this jelly material for future observation inside a capsule and brought it to the Library of Knowledge for storage and safety.

Silent Sitting 24/7/2015 - Past lives (partial)

I forgot to record this meditation so I don't remember it fully.

I  was taken to a planet that is connected to our ancient civilization somehow, just I don't know the details.

I was inside a pyramid, raised above the ground, levitating in the middle of it.

I was surrounded with stone tablets circling around me in an increasing speed.

Suddenly I felt the strong, white light of the Creator around me and slowly all my past lives started to get out and around me one by one. At the beginning only slowly, than the speed has increased very fast. I saw all my past lives. There was a lots of them.

When all of them got out of me, spiraling around me, suddenly all the movements stopped and all of them started to fill me up from the crow, entering inside me. It's like I got back everything that was within me, just now everything is available for me.

That's what I remember.

Silent Sitting 23/7/2015 - The secret tablet

Out of body experience took me out of Earth to a higher point of view.

Then I flew back and started to circle above the ground flying long long distances until suddenly I stopped exactly at the top of an obelisk that was standing on the ground.

Suddenly I felt that it is resonating up high in the sky so I have followed it to the top until I could feel it resonating. Than I sank back and started to fly again above oceans and ground until I have stopped above a specific point and the Earth's ground opened into two and I was lowered into a deep dark place.

My own light has lighten the hall. It was of stone. There was on the floor a tablet made of stone. As I touched it, it started the light up and line by line the written script on it started to reveal.

Than suddenly I was in ancient Roman time. I was a man with family, living in a wealthy house with servants. Suddenly solders broke into my house, grabbed me and my family and took from me a golden tablet.
It felt that is was the miniature version of the big tablet I have just seen before under the ground.

The solders grabbed  two of my hands hold me still and cut off my head. The have killed my whole family and all the servants, no-one to leave behind to tell what has happened and thez have taken the tablet.

I felt like it's got to the highest priest of the Christian Church eventually.

That was the vision that has been revealed to me.

Silent Sitting 21/7/2015 - the inner light within us

I don't remember fully this revelation, because I forgot to write it down right after the meditation.

The main point of the revelation was :

We have the physical body. As soon as we are able to split it open with our mind we can let our spirit out. This spirit is our higher self that lives inside the physical body.

When we split the spiritual body open that the essence of us can be revealed. It's just pure bright, shining light. This is our godly part in each and every one of us. This is the deepest place we try to get to.

I was in my living-room at the time of the meditation. It showed me a picture of the room full with people, sitting on the sofa and chairs  around me, facing me.

I was asking myself, how can I help people to get to reveal their inner essence to themselves and to the World.

The answer I got: SHOCK THEM!

That is what I got as a message.

Silent Sitting 20/7/2015 - what is the moon really?

Connection has been made at early morning after morning routine. I have been directed to leave Earth and to take a look back. After elevating to proper heights I have been drawn to the Moon. Exactly to the deepest crater of the moon. 

As sinking down into the darkness, after a while I have hit a solid ground not of  soil, but of metal. A three sided key was inserted into the opening mechanism. The doorway has been opened as a hangar door but of the floor.

As I started to sink further, the doorway just closed above me and a DNA reader  within a jelly like material has scanned me and let me through. 

When I arrived at the middle of the  hollow moon I have found Poseidon stuck in labor down alone working for heartless individuals. As I arrived to a control panel, I was able to activate the mechanism which turned out to be the control panel of the inside of the Moon. 

This is the time when I realized the meaning and the function of our Moon of Earth and all other Moons of any other planet in the solar system. The Moon has many functionalities. Protection, connection, reading, control and portal to our home planet. 

It can be activated to create a star-gate between our world and the original home planet of our ancestors. 

I have visited there but only for a short time to see that the original home planet has been sick, lost most of it's power in the time and does not have the same abilities it had back at the golden age. The planet has many moons, all surrounded around the planet with specific  distance between them and each moon is a star-gate to a different destination. 

In our solar system we have many other moons with the same function. Our planet is connected only to the mother planet by one star-gate. Other planets in our system has the capability to take us to different destination. One of the reason we have only one is security. 

That was the information I have received in this morning.

Silent Sitting 19/7/2015 - Atlentien technology

First, after connecting I have been taken to the Library of Knowledge. I've asked, what is the secret of life? The answer was: CONNECTION
As from one cell the Universe has multiplied in order to learn experience and than to go back again to become ONE.

The second place I have been taken is the location of Atlantis, into the room of the main Crystal that can be activated. In order to use and control it , an instrument has to be applied above the crystal control panel. This instrument is at one specific person and it's not in physical existence. This person is the keeper of the device, but does not have the knowledge how to use it.
It is not the time yet for humanity to get and use the main crystal. This crystal can do and capable of doing anything and everything.

Third site is an ancient site, not sure where on planet Earth. An oval black stone is hidden in secrecy not just by humans but extra terrestrials as well. The black stone can be activated by the right individual. DNA scan is used for the activation. Activated with two times five finger placed with open palms on specific points. The stone can project to it's reader any place at any time what is going on in a specific location around the Universe. It's can't be activated by anyone, it's been concealed for protection of other worlds.

Fourth scene - USA, a scientist's basement. He has found a special ring. I have helped to align the  laser into the correct frequencies to open the ring and see what it's hidden in it. The ring hides specific scripts that are projected onto the wall, but can not be read by us, it's not of today's known language. It'can't be understand by this time.

These are the information I have received today.

What do we really need in life?

This is a question should be asked by everyone once in a while. Why? Because we live in a world that causes us to do things we don't really want to do. What do I mean?

We wake up early, for most of us it is difficult, because we don't wake up to do what excites us. We wake up, because we have to wake up. But who says that we need to wake up? 

Can anyone makes us wake up unless we decide to get out of the bed? Now you would say, but I have to go to work or I have to take the kids to school or I have to take out the dog...etc.

The truth is it's all our decision. We decide to do so, no one else. 

If one day we decide to stay in bed, what would happen? N O T H I N G.

If two days we would decide to stay in bed what would happen? N O T H I N G.

If three days? Wow, that's impossible. Why? Who said that there is a difference between one day to another day? It's the same day. 24 hours, morning and evening. Than what is the difference? The pressure. The pressure of society.THEY say I have to do this and that. Who are THEY? Somebody would come and knock on your door, why didn't you wake up? NO. Except of course the people that would be genuinely worried that you don't feel good.

Your company wouldn't come to you to ask why didn't you wake up. 

So why do we wake up? Because we are afraid of the consequences. 

Let me ask you something: let's say hypothetically - there is no consequence whether you wake up or not, would you wake up? And if yes, for what? Why?

Let's imagine you live in a world that allows you to do what ever you want to do and you have roof above your head, you have food on your table, you have clothes to wear and you are with the people you love and they love you back. The only thing you have to do in return is that you give a specific amount of your time towards the greater good and you do something you like and good at. How is this life sounds to you? Would you like to wake up in the morning? Would you have the time to be with your loved ones? Would YOU BE HAPPY?

If YES, so what is really stopping you?

Feeling it but not seeing it.... What is it? It's not a ghost

Have you ever felt an unknown entity next to you without seeing anything?

This is another story that happened to me around 13 years ago. I was alone in my bed trying to fall asleep. Suddenly I had a very strong chill and I felt like someone is standing close to my bed and looking at me. 

It was very strange and very scary. 

I jumped out of the bed, run into the next room where my husband was studying late into the night and told him to come to the room with me, because there is someone else in the room.

He came with me. I pointed him to the corner, next to the curtain of the window, close to my bed and I told him there is someone standing right there right now. He went to the window, moved the curtain, checked the window but everything was closed. He told me, you see, there is no-one in here, just us.

I told him, look, I can still feel the presence of this entity.

He tried to calm me and convince me that nothing has happened, everything is OK.

Obviously, I was sleeping in the living room for the next few days, right beside him. After a while, I just let it go.

One month ago my husband and I were talking about spiritual awakening and opening up to something new we weren't familiar with until now, when he told me that he believes me when I am telling him that I get messages, that I can do unusual things. I asked him, how come, you that is so rational and you don't believe in something you can't touch and see, how come you believe that I have a connection to the spiritual sphere?

He told me, that on that same night - I was just telling you about - he did feel a chill, too when he was standing next to the window beside my bed, just he thought it's better he won't tell me, in order that I won't be scared.

What's the odd, to hear something like this from him.

I want to be honest, I was so scared in both incidents I just told you about ( this above one, and the one with the number seven), that I have shut myself out from all kinds of unknown, strange happenings.

It's happened lately in the last one year, when I started to be opened again, that I am receiving information from outside sources and started to connect with the higher realms. I will tell you how it's all happened in my next post. Keep reading the blogs, maybe you have had some similar experiences and we could together connect the puzzle and understand the bigger picture.

I have to tell you one thing, all these unusual contacts were made with me in order to me to get some kind of a message, this I am sure of. The problem is that my fear came over me and shut my senses so I didn't really get the messages. A big loss for me for sure, maybe to others, too. We will see next time. I feel that I am ready to get what's coming.

Please comment if you have any relevant thoughts to share with us.

Thank you for your time!

Connecting Puzzle

What is the meaning of the number seven in the mystical or spiritual world?

Here is the story...

I was 18 years old staying at home alone for the night so I thought to go to my Mom's bed to sleep. I took her side of the king size bad which is close to the wall. I fell asleep in a regular time, very quickly I have to say, I don't have problems in this area. 

After a while in the middle of the night suddenly I waked up feeling someone is touching my forehead and drawing the number seven on it. I opened my eyes immediately, turned to the side but didn't see anyone. On the contrary I felt the bed moving like when someone is kneeling on the other side of the bed, right next to me and just lifting himself up. I even saw a small prolapse on the mattress. 

I got so frightened I set up instantly and opened the light, but didn't see anyone. I couldn't fall a sleep after that until dawn when I could see the light outside. It was very strange. The following nights I had fear inside of me. Not because what has happened, but the fact that there was another entity with me in the room that is not something I am familiar with and I can't tell what was the purpose of this.

I tried to find out many-many  times, asked people with all kinds of background, but didn't really get a satisfying answer, that would cause me to feel, that's the truth.

Some said I was just dreaming, some said to do this or that, but no-one explained it to me what just happened and what was the message, because obviously there is a message here.

There is one thing though that was strange. This also made me think that I am right and it did happen and I didn't just dream it. When this entity was drawing the number seven on my forehead, I thought to myself - the shape was not the usual shape I would use. This is what I mean:

This is how it was drawn on my forehead

This is how I am writing the number seven, because this is how I learned it at school.

Up until today, any time I am thinking of it, I have a shiver... It's so weird.

I have more strange stories but this is what I thought to share with you. If anyone has some kind of an idea or can help me to get the answer, I would be very happy.

Thank you for your time!
Connecting Puzzle

What is connecting puzzle?

Connecting puzzle is a place to find revealed connections between events, places, people and the WORLD AT LARGE.

Just like a puzzle that has been created out of smaller pieces until you can finally see the whole picture or at least you can start to recognize some of the major elements.

Why?

Lately I am receiving a lot of information that start to have some relevant connection to events happening around the World and this is a perfect way to reveal and share it with other people. Maybe on the long run, by adding comments to my thoughts, can actually come out the full picture - what we can't see just yet.

So with that first thought, I would like to start by talking about something I have heard today on YouTube. 

I was listening to a radio show of cost to coast AM with Dr. Douglas James Cottrell - 

Accessing the Akashic Record live on radio. It was very interesting, I recommend everyone to listen to it, because there are a lot of things in it to think about. 

Here is the video:

What has cached my ears is the fact that he said, we are moving from the oil based west controlled world to a new age, gold based economy controlled by the east.

I remember reading a few years back about the fact that the World's gold reserve has been transferred to China.... Well, no comment on that.

Few days ago I have seen a YouTube video about China's Moon expedition and that it has resulted in gaining facts that are denied by the US Government. If I am thinking strait, it means that China has information that the US didn't reveal to the public. So do you think it can give a great bargaining position to them in case they want to have something that the US is not willing to give?

HM, HM.

How long will it go on keeping everything in secret for the "Greater Good"?

As long as the US is willing to pay for it... Well, the people, of course, because it's their money.

And what's going to be after? Communist China controlling the World? Sounds interesting. 

Economy? Also based on communist ideas? I grew up in a country based on communist values, wasn't the favorite part of my life I can tell you. People that are used to freedom, won't be able to coop with that mentality. What's than? I really hope we won't get to that point.

Now you can say, there is no way it can happen, we still have a lot of strong allies to help us out. Who? The European Community that in few years from now might be in the middle of a broken community and facing the biggest problem of all time: war between religions...

So what's next?

Einstein said: It's insanity doing the same things over and over again and expecting different results. He is right. If we won't do some fundamental changes in our World ASAP, we won't have a World to live in.

Please live any comment relevant to this topic or any information that can help all of us understand the bigger picture.

Thank you for your time!

The Connecting Puzzle