31/08/2015 - In Stillness All Things Can Be Known - day 9

When I meditate without a specific purpose, like not for healing or to get answers for a question, my mind is taking me places and showing me objects, persons, conversations that I haven't been before and a lot of time I didn't know that I have any knowledge of it.

This is what has happened to me today. I am not a person that is channeling messages from angels or higher realms for other purpose than mine. Up till know all my revelations were connect to me at some point. Also the ones that I got regarding places I haven't been or countries I know, they have a connection to me and it's like pieces of a bigger picture that needed to be connected when I will have enough parts to put it together.

It's not that I can't feel things about other people's health for example, but I don't get the information upfront to transfer it to them. I can be inside another person perspective but only to see myself through their eyes, to know their thoughts and feelings. Maybe I can do it the other way around, too, probably I do, just I didn't try it before. I've never been asked by someone else to do it.

Today's mind-trip took me to outer space. I have met a race of advanced spiritual entities that took me to a meeting where conversations were about specific humans being monitored over the time of their life through biological tracing devices.

I have got some info regarding my childhood that need to be checked out with my mother.

SO over all what is to say here, just meditate, because these are the best moments with yourself and are great adventures for your mind.  

30/08/2015 - Today I Will Be Still - day 8

Today I Will Be Still.

What meditation can do to the body and the soul? There are so many people talking about all the advantages of meditating.

Meditation takes me to places I have never been before. I can meet people, places, worlds, knowledge I never knew before.

Meditation relaxes me, my body, all the organs in my body and it gives me a peace of mind.

First time I have ever been to a meditation, didn't know what to expect. How will I feel, what will I see, hear? 

It was a very surprising experience. I didn't really know what I got, it took me some time and interpretation to understand.

What I know for now, I always get what I need for that moment. If it's information, or see something for myself. 

Meditation is very uplifting. I have made it a regular practice in my life. Every day for few minutes or more, it depends how much time do I have. Sometimes I use background music to help to concentrate.  I recommend http://play.omvana.com/ - they have many free sounds ambient and vocal as well. Omvana has a full course for beginners to guide people that they don't really know what to do as well as advanced meditations.

My life got way much better since I started to make meditation a regular practice. I am calm, happy, have patience with my kids. I understand myself much better that before.

You can never know what it can give you until you don't see for yourself!

Enjoy!

29.08.2015 - Review of the first week - day 7

I Am Without Knowledge Now.

This is to know - as I am starting on a new journey, I still don't know anything. Knowledge is not with me. I am waiting to explore everything on the way. 

Knowledge Is With Me. Where Am I?

Where am I on the field of awakening? Am I awake, half-awake or still sleeping? How do I know? If knowledge is with me, how do I access it? I think when I realize that there is more to this world than what the eye can see and the ear can hear than I am already awaken.

What Do I Really Know?

My conclusion is that only through experience I can get to real knowledge, otherwise everything is based on assumptions.

I Want What I Think I Know.

My whole life I thought knowledge is what is in the books. Something mainly  for the most of us. We learn from other people, what they say they know or what they say that they have an experience with. But if I want to be honest with myself, theoretical knowledge is not certain. It's based upon others. Real knowledge has to come from me, from the self.

I Believe What I Want To Believe.

Believes based on ambition. I put a goal in front of me eye and everything that fits and serve this goal on the way to reaching it, I believe in it. What doe not serve the purpose, I just simply ignore or I don't believe in it. So how can I examine my believes without any ambition?

I Have A True Foundation In The World.

My true foundation is to know where I am coming from and will return after my time is up in this human experience. I know I came her to learn and to advance. Everything serves this purpose.  

28.08.2015 - I Have A True Foundation In The World - day 6

I Have A True Foundation In The World.

I came from a place of eternity. Without matter, only spirit. I have the knowledge inside me. I know everything I want to know, just need to tap into the source.

The source is within us. I can ask anything and patiently wait for the answer. I've always got the right answers for the time being, what match my circumstances.

My foundation is the oneness. To be able to connect with anyone and everything. 

I have lived previous lives. It was my choice to be reborn to take me on an adventure. To learn, to experience for myself. To see the world how it is from an eye of a terrestrial being.

My soul has chosen to be on Earth to feel and learn the human experience. 

I have all the memories of previous journeys. I have all the experience of the other lives. 

My foundation is Knowledge. I aim to get back to the foundation. 

I have chosen this body to learn from this body's perspective. 

Life is like a school. I came to learn and through the experience get to the real spirit of self. My connection to the spirit makes me more and more mature. 

Human life serves the body mainly without the soul or not regarding it enough. To step up to the next level the connection to spirit need to be stronger. 

Everything I need I have, just need to ask the right questions to get the answers. I always know what right for me but a lot of times I choose to ignore it. 

When I am not true to myself I hurt me and the one around me. When I am truly connected to my spirit I need no approval of anyone for anything buy me. 

If I let the spirit fully take over the body, I will cease to exist. I need to find the balance between body - mind - soul. The right balance is the true fulfillment of the self. This brings happiness and harmony to life. Than the soul can return to the source as a fulfilled, experience student that comes back from a field study.

27.08.2015 - I Believe What I Want To Believe - day 5

I Believe What I Want To Believe. This statement sounds quite true, because what I don't want to believe is very difficult even to except. 

So what do I believe? I believe in values that are important in my eyes, not just for me but for everyone from my point of view. 

Values like love or peace is something we wish for, we want for ourselves even if we have it already. My life is built around these values. These are what I am living for.

But it's true for the whole world. We live for values we except as important. We fight upon them and we are willing to die and kill for them. 

The problem is, how do we know what are the ultimate values? What is more important than others? 

We see everything only through our own eyes. But only. So what's good, meaningful for me might be unimportant and regardless to someone else. That's why we fight. We try to convince each other that what we believe in is the ultimate truth.

Does it happened to you that throughout your life you have changed the way you think and you start to believe in something else, something different, maybe even something new?

And what happens with all the so called "old" values we were ready to burn the house down? The people we have hurt on the way?

So what I believe is dynamic, always changing. Even if I just expand the circle of what I believe in, it's already changes the whole group of our judgment about what is important in life.

26.8.2015 - I Want What I Think I Know - day 4

Most of my knowledge is assumption about things I believe they are true. But are they really true?

For example do I know who I am? In order to answer this I need to examine myself and to know everything about me. My body, mind mind and my soul. So what do I know? 

I think I know what someone , somewhere told me to know. It's reflection of others about me how I know myself. Only from interactions I know myself. 

Up till the point that we don't go deep under and examine ourselves we can't really know who we really are. 

What are we? Body? Matter? What is my hand? Energy? But how do I know it? I don't see it. So how can I experience it? How can I know who am I? 

Through what experience do I get the answer? Where reality starts and where am I telling a story that I have heard before? 

What I believe is my thoughts or someone else's? How do I get to the origin of thoughts? How do I get to real knowledge? Only through experience. 

So where do I start? Maybe by asking all these questions and waiting for the answers to come from deep inside...

25.8.2015 - What do I really know? - day 3

Question:

Today ask yourself what you really know and distinguish what you know from what you think or hope for or want for yourself or your world, what you are afraid of, what you believe in, what you cherish and what you value. 

Distinguish this question from all such orientations to the very best of your ability and ask yourself, “What do I really know?” 

You must continuously examine whatever answers you give to this question to see if they represent your beliefs or assumptions or the beliefs or assumptions of other people or perhaps even of humanity at large.

I think what I know is surely what I have experienced by myself. Every other so called knowledge is only theoretical information that passes from one to another. Theory can't give true knowledge. Everyone has his/her own point of view, so what looks to me a certain way may look to someone else differently. 

Also as time passes we experience each and every occasion differently. Which means in every situation we learn something new.

So what do I really know? Not enough. Probably nothing compare what I could know. And I don't know still what I know or don't know. I can just keep going and see for myself.

My responsibility is to learn as much as I can, to be better and be able to help others, too.

What do you really know???

24.8.2015 - Where am I? - Day 2

Where am I is the question for today.

It is not by geographic place or time vise, but according to our awareness.  

Where am I feels like a deep ocean. I swim on the surface , it's clear and all over me. 

I see that is deep,but not sure how deep. The deeper I get, the deeper it becomes. 

The light is seen only close to the surface. Sometimes it's frightening how deep can it be. 

Is it possible to get too deep? 

Where am I?

I am sitting in my home, not aware what is happening beyond the walls so much. Locked up within my reality.

But what is reality? What is it for me? For you? Is it true what you think it's true? How do you know? Who can tell?

True is what is true for me, what I am able and capable to comprehend with right here, right now.

What I know today is much more than I did yesterday and probably less than I will know tomorrow. But this is not a knowledge of facts and numbers. It's much more than that. It's can't be measured.

23.8.2015 What Knowledge is? - Day 1

First 10 minutes - meditation with Omvana 10 minutes Journey ambient sound music.

Knowledge is not a material thing. It's not something we can read or collect. It's not existing outside of us, but it's within ourselves. Knowledge is to know, but not in the quantity but the quality way.

It's to feel what's right , better yet, to sense it. Knowledge is to be part of the whole, to connect with the ONENESS. It's like a plugin, once you know how to connect, you just plugin and download whatever you need. 

Knowledge is within our essence, not outside like a separated entity. Bigger the knowledge when deeper the connection. 

Sensation through knowledge gives confidence and direction, power and endurance. Knowledge is in every aspect of life. physical, mental and emotional. 

Second 10 minutes - meditation with Omvana NeuroSonic ambient sound music.

Knowledge is like a tunnel that we travel through it with a train. We see only the walls craved for the train. 

The line of  sight is limited to the distance of the train's light. The tunnel is endless and as we move forward, we discover more and more pathways that brings us forward on our journey, but there is never an end destination. 

The essence is in the motion and in the continuity. We can't be fully aware of the borders if there are even any of them...


Third 10 minutes - meditation with Omvana Chakra Star ambient sound music.

Knowledge is like being connected to the center of Earth through all our chakras on a string from the middle of the Earth up till the Oneness or Creator.

Each time something is resonating with us, it is transferred through this strain to us.  Knowledge is to understand the frequency and to translate it to our senses.

The more connected we are, the more we resonate with ourselves and with our environment (other people and the surrounding). The deeper our knowledge the more aware we are to this frequencies.
The more aware we are, the more we can understand not by mental recognition but by sensation.

This is our true knowledge, this is the skills we can learn through knowledge.